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Some more life updates and rambles
First up, family things. Because even if I don't write down exactly what happened word for word and situation by situation there's at least some sort of summary of the nonsense for my sanity. At some point my grandma's friend convinced me to talk to my grandma early last year because she was visiting since her move out west. I was apprehensive, but things are okay there now. Still, its a tentative thing. It won't be how it was before, but things are okayish with her. Boundaries though. I have to remember boundaries with my family. But of course things happened and here I was sucked in. My mom, as usual, set up things to get her way and here w
Anxiety and releasing the mind spiral
*NOTE: This is a VERY long post. This post is for me to work some shit out. There will be typos. I'm not re-reading it to fix it all. It took me forever to type out anyway. And to a specific person, you know who you are, if you've read the notes I've sent you this is a more... full version of what's taken place that I ranted about to you. This is more coherent than the notes, but still a mess. This is what happened. Anyway, to anyone reading this it might not seem like she's abusive, but you can ask any of my friends and my husband who watched me suffer through her bullshit the last few years and they will tell you it absolutely is. Sometimes
Full Lunar Eclipse, Thoughts and Exhaustion
With all these planets in retrograde and eclipse season upon us, its been a very exhausting time. I can't seem to stay awake and when I manage it I just get the minimum of life stuff completed. This whole time in the universe is about finally releasing things from the past, making choices that have been put off and saying no, once and for all. All this unrest, or excess rest, is about moving into a new phase of being.
Which easier said than done for me. It brings up old patterns and things I said I was absolutely done with. And just like clockwork, cue my grandma trying to make an entrance in my life again. Luckily my mom is hiding in whatev
Life is far too hectic right now
For me to edit any photos or even write a post and include the duck and chicken pics or any.... anything that resembles a life update. BUT! I will get to it when things calm down.
I suppose I just have one train of thought rolling around in my mind tonight. One that stayed with me all day.
As much as I hate that the Land Rover is down for the count, that it'll cost $1,200 for a transfer case and that I'm stuck in a low car said low to the ground car does provide one perk. No one can spot us coming a mile away when we find ourselves in my grandma's old community. While they've moved across the country all of her friends remain. They know the
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